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I've decided to quit school, that's for sure. Do not have the strength to start again. Now I have financial problems and the whole Christmas my salary went to the car and to rent I forgot. Now under 100lappen account. It is to be depressed off, so sad when everything is going against me. Luckily I have some friends who encourage me * thank you * Should take me along and sort things out a bit. Searching for a job tomorrow, I really hope I get. So I will finish a website I get paid for if it is good. I quit my lodgings, it is too expensive. I have all of the furniture and then fortunately seen some other lodgings. If I get the job so I can stay at school dorm until autumn. When I start school in Sarpsborg quite sure. (Ntnu I will not go into that although I will be applying it too high requirements) I just hope I make the right decision, I'm so insecure. I have friends I can trust and I know I have made many mistakes bicester village jobs now. But I really bicester village jobs want to do everything possible to make good friends who can rely on me too. I can simply not be alone in the world, I get so lonely and it hurts so outrageously bad. Thank you to all who bothered to pay any attention to me. Shall find me some food, starving the death. Sat inside and bummed all day so did not think I could have gone to the store. Going to buy some soup tomorrow. Does not cost much and fortunately bicester village jobs have the actual food in the freezer if I only bother bicester village jobs thawing it ehe. I have to force myself to see a little light on life, it's a new year and new opportunities hell and I'll use half to clean up ... night .. aa dawn
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